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Sunday, May 15, 2011
@ 11:22 AM Am i tat hateful?! i really hope tat i can lose all of my memory! At least if its tat, i can liv a happier life. I'm trying my best to short things out! But y is it always not working?! Is it because its me? Is it because its mean 2 be lik tat?! I really wan 2 leave this place!! 2 anywhere oso can. but just leave this place!!! |
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Saturday, May 14, 2011
@ 9:36 PM Live 2 me is lik a dream.... No1 noes me best other than myself. tats wat i tot at 1st. But then i found out tat, Tats not the truth... Cuz, i dun even noe myself. I really wanted 2 creat a new me. But its really not easy. I'm trying my best now. But, its not working. Tat last time in which i can remember, I was looking outside the window.... The window is opened n if i'm not careful, i can fall n die. When i sit beside it n stare at the world outside, I feel lik falling down. Its so true tat i can even remember. I can even imagine it happening. Its lik its nothing tat i've nv tried be4. I hav had totally no idea bout wat the hell i'm living 4... Can some1 actually tell me? Wat am i living 4? Y am i not dead? Y am i here? Y do i feel this way? How can stop? Stop be4 i went in too deep... So deep tat i can nv reach back up. So deep tat i'll 4ever lost in it... ... |