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Wednesday, December 8, 2010
@ 3:39 PM From FB : (i'm A tear You cry a lot. You are happy, but are still searching for more. You don't know what, but something in the world.) Is tat even true??? (Love Your hiding love you have had so many crushes and you dont show it. You hide it in your heart and cry all over it, You need too break out of your shell, And show you are good enough too be loving.) Is this even true... (Yellow Heart You hate to be sad. You cant stand when people are upset. You try your best to get people happy. Adn you never would really hate anybody. Almost everybody find you to be a great person) ..... (cute blonde UR THE FUNNY BLONDE u can be shy to those u dont no but those u do no just how fun u r) This is anime Q. I agree on the Second 1 on some of my frienz... :p (Darkness Deep in the shadows. You possess the gift of darkness) So called my hidden power... == (u hide emotions show ur emotions u may be to sad) This Q is, 'Wats my deepest secret' If i'm a mermaid, i'll be... Love to live. Playful. Lively. Your kinda a stereo type model mermaid. You spend your free time brushing your hair and sunbathing on a rock. N, the waves take u where u want to go u love to swim around and be friendly to sea animals. |
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@ 2:50 PM From FB: (For Luo Xing Shen that have zodiac Scorpio (23 October-21 November), below are your zodiac sign meanings: Scorpio Strength Keywords : - Loyal - Passionate - Resourceful - Observant - Dynamic Scorpio Weakness Keywords : - Jealous - Obsessive - Suspicious - Manipulative - Unyielding) Is tat even true... == (All About Scorpio Characteristics and Personality Dear Luo Xing Shen, below are All About Zodiac Characteristics and Personality for Zodiac Sign Scorpio Scorpio Characteristics and Profile The Scorpion is one intense little creature, with enough poison in its own tail to disable or kill a much larger opponent. But the problem with this kind of built-in biological weaponry is that it must be mastered in order to be used most effectively. You Scorpios can use your "stinger" for self-defense, using your powerful emotional awareness to render your opponent harmless. But there is a sexual component of poisonous tail also, and until Scorpio learns to control those strong urges, Scorpio may find yourself in uncomfortable situations. Element : Water The water of Scorpio is fixed and frozen, but it is a mistake to think that ice doesn´t flow. It does flow -- and with great power. Think of a glacier, moving so very slowly, yet with enough power to flatten a forest or even a mountain. Eighth House : Transformation This can include sexual issues, for they usually involve another person. Key Planet : Pluto As the key planet for Scorpio, Pluto is intense and powerful, representing those things that we don´t or can´t understand. And it is from these hidden Plutonic spaces that magical transformations arise. Scorpio Greatest Strength : Your passion about your feelings Scorpio Possible Weakness : Need for secrecy can be isolating) This might be true... I dunno. BUt! I do noe i LOVVVV WATER!!!! >.< (Luo Xing Shen have THE ELEMENT WATER, below are the explanation : Sensitive to a fault, the water signs are often more concerned with your feelings and needs then their own. You can find them at movies crying loudest and most often. Everything seems to touch them. Psychic and secretive are often characteristics of the water elements. When they can no longer withstand the emotions of the world, they often retreat into their own private worlds. Sometimes this leads to compulsive behaviors and fearful ways of life. In fact, water signs can be so emotional that the simplest things can get blown out of proportion into big dramatic scenes. Water signs dislike the strong boisterous personalities of the air and fire signs) No ideal... == (Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are sincere Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You strictly follow rules Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you expect other people to be the same as well Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People can get tired of you easily Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : As you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You always make decisions on your own Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And can be dismissive of other people's advice Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to be the leader in groups Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But can forget to be concerned about the people you are with Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They will be really attracted to this quality in you Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you need to learn to speak your mind Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you learn to develop your fun-loving side Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Guys are going to flock to your side) Not veri true... == |
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Friday, December 3, 2010
@ 7:39 PM There's 1 thing tats always in my mind this days.... I just dunno noe how 2 say. But, now, 2day, i finally now tat its not tat i dunno how 2 say. Its tat i dun wan 2say. This week, not including monday, when i went 2 KBCC de basket ball court, I always went 2 my so called " hiding place " 2 think bout 2 things... my past n future. I think about the times when i'm with my friens when i was Sec 1 n i oso think bout the times when i'm with my friens now. I found tat the person who Once hurt me, had become my a frien which understand me. N it is tat she REALLY do understand me... But, tat frien who understands me the most in the past, had now become a frien who does not really understand me. This year, had happened alot alot of things... I so called " joined " a group. N they become my best frien... But, things always change. N slowly, I found out tat no matter how near we r, I'm always very far from them. N it nvm changed... I dun regret 2 be at their side but, I do... Really hope tat i'm not tat close 2 them. It's not their fault n i dunno if it my fault. But i'm very sure tat we r not meant 2 be best friens in the 1st place... N 2 me, It aready shows when i joined them. I dun fit in... Watever i do. I just dun. With them, in their group, i really, just feels so useless n helpless. There's 1 time. No... Sometime, when we go out 2gether, as a group or just personal hang out, I was sooo excited. N i keep on wondering wat i should say or do. But on tat day, watever they do or say, i cant catch up. I cant catch up with their movements n the things they say. Tats then, i become, in their eyes, is " emo ". I think n think wat i should say 2 catch up with them. N theres oso times when i wanted 2 help. Even if its a very small thing, i just hope i could help. Theres oso times when one of them dun lik my childish attitude n emo attitude but, as 4 childish, it the only attitude i dun wan 2 change. No matter wat. N the emo attitude, is when thing dun work out as happy as i think it would be so, I just got dissapointed or, When i had enough of those dissapointment, when i was thinking of giving up. N slowly, i start 2 hang out with them lesser. But still i tried 2 catch up with them every time i go out with them. Even though it dun work. I didnt giv up. Till 2day, i mak up my mind in I should giv up or not... Tat thinking of giving up has been in my mind 4 every long time. N i had an ans 2day... I was looking up at the blue sky. N my tears roll down. I had tried. My best or not, i dunno. I only noe tat all this emotion cant continue anymore... Cus every time we hang out, at the last moment, i will only get dissapointed. N next, it was lik theres a needle in my heart. All this time n it nv came out. It only increase. N by tat, i made up my mind 2 giv up. Cuz i just can build up any hope on them anymore. No matter wat i've tried. It only hurts more 4 me 2 think of putting my hopes on them. We r just not meant 2 be best frien. I oso dun fit in. My tears keep on falling when i think about the past. I've changed... Weaker then be4. N really helpless then be4. I cant keep those hopes up any more... I really cant. Cuz if i get dissapointed once more... I'll really totally, lock myself away... So tat i dun hav 2 feel dissapointed anymore. So tat i dun hav 2 feel lonly on watever i do anymore. I hav 2 say i'm sorry. But i really cant help it. N, the 3 of them look much more better without me. Whether i'm in their group or not, 2 me, I'm always not in. Tats the truth in my mind. Tats wat i really feel. So from now onwards, i'm not in their group anymore. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. But i hope they will understand me after they had read this... |