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Wednesday, September 25, 2013
@ 2:34 AM The last ray of sunlight shine upon the school compartment as, the gentleness of the breeze smoothly guided my hair into a dance. Heat rushed upon my face as you've suddenly decide to come closer. I knew that we're in the middle of a conversation. But somehow, I just could'nt bring myself to concentrate. That smooth black hair along with dark brown eyes. Nicely shaped features with tall built as well as tanned skin. 'Handsome' at that time, would not have been enough to describe how you look. Though you're really playful, You'd still be kind and gentle at certain point of time. You've bring fun in this boring life of mine. And it's really nice to have you around, around me. Though i'll never admit that out loud. I guess, i'd never really realize how much I've like you. And just the thought of it, makes me let of a smile. A smile due to the idea of 'pathetic'. Yet, just when, I wanted to continue our conversation, A voice interrupted, saying, "Ooooo... SHAN LIKES *****" "SHUT UP!!!!" Was the only word left in my head after hearing my name, and the name of my crush. I got confused. I got lost. I don't know what to do at all. And then this feelings transfer into fear. And out of a sudden, I just wanted to leave this place. Leave this place as well as him behind. So, I started to run. Run as fast as i could, to get away from here. As time passes, I'd no idea how long nor how far i've ran. The only thing i knew, was that I was caught by a hand. Then, forced to turn to meet the eyes of my crush. For a moment there, I thought i've forgot how to breathe. My heart was pounding so hard that I thought it'll came out. My visions became blur and before i could hear his reply to that 'accidental confession', I woke up just, to find myself on my bed, and that everything was just a dream... |
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Wednesday, August 7, 2013
@ 12:36 AM Who are they? Energetic and extremely likeable, Kerri and Isleen are particularly open to communication. They could appear to be rather unusual and they certainly cultivate their own individual style. They give the impression that they are strong and self-assured, however the truth is that they are fragile and can lack self-confidence. They compensate for this vulnerability with an ease of expression - they are sunny and cheerful, and their enthusiasm is infectious. Lively and adaptable, they are great actresses who master the art of persuasion and have an answer for everything. They know what to do and say in order to be liked; how to charm, seduce and capture the attention of those around them. They enjoy games and anything that involves having fun, preferring to always look on the bright side of life... Curious creatures, they may take an interest in a hundred-and-one subjects at once without necessarily going into detail in any area. They have a tendency to spread themselves too thinly and can be a little shallow. Clever, dextrous and creative, they are good at fixing and making things. They are strong-willed with a large capacity for action, although their efforts can be inconsistent. Their emotions and relationships can have a considerable influence on their personal or even professional destinies. As little girls, they are mischievous little monkeys. They are real chatterboxes, but luckily, they occasionally stop talking in order to breathe and eat. However, they are often tempted to gossip. Their sharp minds mean that they learn quickly and get bored easily. If they are demotivated or unconvinced of the merits of what they are doing they tend to waste their abilities and just concentrate on having fun... Kerri and Isleen are very emotionally driven and will do much better at school if they are encouraged and loved. Dancing, drawing and foreign languages are all areas in which they are likely to excel, and are therefore to be encouraged. They require balance and stability. What do they like? Sensitive and imaginative, they seek the company of others and have a profound sense of friendship. They fear loneliness and their emotional lives take priority over everything. They are conciliatory and attentive listeners, qualities that are appreciated by others. They could feel torn between a desire to look out for number one and a longing for unity with others; accomplishment in the professional arena and devoting themselves to family life (conflict between the 1 and the 2). What do they do? With such a mobile and unsettled nature, they are likely to choose a career involving expression such as sales or marketing, for example. Kerri and Isleen could therefore be tempted by any of the following occupations: those in liaison with verbal or written expression: sales representation, journalism, public relations, teaching or university lecturing; or a career as a presenter, singer or actress..., in one of the creative and artistic domains, involving the giving of advice, in relation to children, toys or games..., Independence will be an important factor. |
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@ 12:22 AM This is what my name means : "Inventive - Imaginative, resourceful, eccentric, quiet and thoughtful" And this is what i want it to be : "Contributor - Responsible, careful, conventional and reliable" |
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Monday, August 5, 2013
@ 1:14 AM I hated to be alone. I hated the sky when it turns grey. Yet i love it when it rains. I had no longer know how often it happens, nor how it happens. Your image would just flood my mind. Though it fills up my emptiness, it left me with an unspoken sadness. Though it made me smile, it brings out my tears as well. I hated this feel of knowing that, you're so close yet, still far beyond my reach. You makes me wonders, Is it cause you're busy? Or you just did'nt want to see me. You left me confused. stoned. Blured. Even empty. I truely hope that when i see you again, this feeling would have faded away. Cause its too unbearable, too hard to fit in, in this small heart of mine. |
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Sunday, July 28, 2013
@ 2:55 AM Starting out as a complete stranger, I failed to realize with just a simple conversation, How changes could've been made. I could'nt and I don't understand. Why must it be you? The one to stir up my emotions. Why must it be you? The one that drives me crazy. When you yourself, held almost no emotions. Yet, you make me want to understand you. See through your mask of silence. Company you through darkness, Smile as everything ended. I don't want to understand. The reason behind the urge to see, Your jealousy, Your anger, If i'm held in others embrace. I think i had an idea to what i'm feeling. Yet, i don't want to care. Maybe it's cause i'm afraid. But then again, How could I not be afraid? Since you seems so uncertain. |
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011
@ 7:12 PM 我的苦， 我的恨， 我的爱， 我的累， 我的泪， 我的烦， 我的心， 有谁会明白呢？ 在这世界上， 悲哀的不只有我。 但是， 什么都不能说， 不能做的也就只有我了。 不是吗？ |
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Thursday, September 15, 2011
@ 6:21 PM When will this bleeding heart of mine stop bleeding? When will i learn 2 let go? When will i finally return? Where will i go after i return? What am i anyway? Why am i born? If some1 is there, pls help curing tis broken heart of mine. But any way, I'm surly only going to hide it. making it sure tat it will not show out. This broken heart of mine... |